Saturday 11 July 2009

New start? Change becasue of half time?

You go through your life for more than a year doing the same thing day in and day out no change no support, and then you wake up one morning and its all different, you act different speak, dress, look out your eyes different, and all you want to do is go back, its a form of autism i feel, don't like the change to be made in your life but if it has been like that for so long then why would you, 1, just one little small thing, (unimportant?) thing in life and bang changes for the better? changes for the worst? it's different with every single person on this earth and we can not tell what is right or wrong most of the time, do we follow our hearts or our head, well i followed my head because i tell you one thing if i had followed my heart then i wouldn't no what to feel what to say, but as time goes on people change you change and you get older, wiser, you forget? never. doubt, hindsite, it would of worked out a whole lot different, but then it always does when you take time out to look and appreciate what you have. but be serious and true to yourself, was it ever going ot work?